Regrets have I none and my head I shan’t bow.
Arrogance! You might say. You may, certainly, opine
Inconsequent it is to me and so will it remain.
Beyond the field of your vision, my world stretches,
Far and wide, with colours unknown to your perception.
I tread my path. The music is mine, the rhythm, as well.
The clouds and the sun, the rain and summer. All come and go.
My vision isn’t blurred, my strength is not gone.



Bloody Sleep

I lay my head upon your alabaster breast,
My eyes I closed, my heart needed rest.
The night came in, as I closed my eyes,
And blood spread across the endless skies.

No hugs! The arms were made to kill.
The lips! My blood, they drank their fill.
It was the kiss, the sweet kiss of death.
Betwixt your thighs, the strangulated breath.

That was the orgasm of infernal love.
Fornication in the heavens above.
The lips above and lips below
Both with the devil’s venom glow.

It was in the silence of the clammy night
Where darkness strangulated the light
Where dreams stole the needed peace
And me into a living death did ease

No more do I yearn for that alabaster breast
Cursed is my soul! No more, alas! blest
This will repeat! the dreadful night
A life in darkness, devoid of light

And yet, it will not die, in me the fire
Of the onslaught, I shan’t ever tire
My fire will burn betwixt your thighs
And comets shall blaze across the skies

Your breasts will come alive with the fire of life
And passion will drown the burning strife
Desire will, once again, singe your breath
The orgasm of life, the death of death

Trapped in Freedom

My comment inspired by helenvalentina

The poet in the heart
The tortured soul
Caught between the tears
And the smiles
Words that grow
Out of burning fires
Eating the heart
Seeking solace
Bent with pain
Never in vain
Bold and weak
The poet speaks
Trapped behind memories
Free enough to speak

© The Rebel 08.11.2014

In The Rain

Before you read this, please read

The lines below were inspired by hers

In the shade I seek the light
In pain i find my smiles
A hundred unsent letters
The words are my fetters
My lips are sealed.silent
My silence is eloquent
One day, I know, you will read
And I know your heart will bleed
Memories do not simply die
In the heart asleep they lie
One day, I know, you will read
And know how my heart did bleed
I always loved the torrential rain
It always helped me, while in pain
I am still wandering on my wayward track
I know, one day, you will look, turning back

© The Rebel 07.11.2014

And now?

Your words are full of lies
There’s no life in your eyes
You radiate rabid dishonesty
It is all false, your modesty
Ah! Your lips! They cannot kiss
You do not know that bliss
Your arms cannot embrace
You are a simply a disgrace
You talk about education
All you mean is fornication
Love? It’s unknown to you
Your heart is dead! It is true
Compassion for you is a foreign word
A word that you have never ever heard
Understanding you haven’t got
On the universe you are a blot
On the womb that bore you, you are a blight
You came upon the earth to extinguish the light
You draped the world with the cloak of your sin
And soaked the earth with the blood of your kin
Your preached about a god of mercy, you swore in his name
You slaughtered his creation in his name for your bloody fame
You poisoned the earth and the air and called yourself great
You sang the song of love but you sowed the seeds of hate
And now? My spring is dry, the words are dead
The dreams are killed, the breath is gone
The tears are dry, the lips are parched
The song has lost its melody
The melody has lost her soul
Life has declared her rejection
Death has shouted his refusal
The doors are closed the path is gone
The carriage stands, the horse is dead
The past yells from behind!
The future is dumb
And now?

© The Rebel 07.11.2014

Reverie of a soul in Agony

Holding her as I would a slender stem of jasmine in my arms,
I shall partake of the milky wine that flows from the goblet of the skies
Do I really care for the vagaries of this futile world full of follies
For I shall sink in stupor upon her alabaster breast to dream
And erotic stars of my intoxicated realm will gush forth in flood
As poems that will carry away the ugly face of the human world

I went by the rules and followed umpteen regulations
Qualities, they told me, to hold my head high and erect
Behind the screen of the infernal night, the elevated ones
Fornicated! The world did not see, for the darkness helped.
Those that stepped back and maintained decorum well,
Suffered the rod on the back and hot iron to the face
The silent secret orgasms of the pristine souls
The execution of the principled that followed the rules

Mine eyes I close and my spine hugs the patient earth.
Pour into me the potion of exuberant intoxication
To drown my racing mind in the ocean of oblivion
Let the orgasm of slumber descend into the turbulent depths
Of my tortured soul and I shall flee this foible from hence in haste
The rape of a tortured intellect! Thoughts squirting steaming blood
Kindness that was strung up the gallows, with laughter as music
The putrid remains of the massive carcass of society decomposing
Upon the amphitheatre of a futile world! Honoured by time

Pour into me in copious streams the exotic wine of death
That will still keep my crumbling futile frame alive
I lived breathing the air poisoned by heinous souls
Ah! my loins stir with fire of a million volcanoes
Waiting to flood the accursed universe, in wrath,
With the fiery lava, carrying the stench of my unbridled love
My seething hate singeing the charred fibres of my pounding heart
Throbbing in the hidden depths of my tortured soul
A strangulated spasm and scream suspended in space
From the monumental gallows of a despicable world
My death shall shake the iron heart of the sanguine earth
My ghost shall walk abroad, haunting the world lost in sleep
Ripping their heart in a bloody mess with a roaring laughter
That will crush its soul, but delivering no death

Pour into my waiting mouth the potion of burning intoxication
And I shall pass from this cesspool of the devil’s heaven
Let me lay my tired head upon your voluptuous breasts
And close my swollen eyes as your charming eyes of the blackest pearls
Pour into my fatigued soul the viscous potion of vicious death.
But die I shall not, I will not, survive I shall the kiss of murder
Your annihilating embrace I shall metamorphose with a smile
Into a never ending coitus and your everlasting orgasm of pain
That will echo in the deepest chambers of a million hells

© The Rebel 07.11.2014

Yesterday Today

To understand the lines below please read Bianca’s lovely poem Yesterday

The rising waters of maturity have gently and consistently smoothened
The jagged edges of rocks once carved by youth’s enslavement
Is now the will to rebel, to oppose, to fight in some way hardened?
Or is it now, in an advanced stage of resignation, an inner retirement?

The words still carry the chill of the ice and the singeing heat
The outer trembling calm betrays not the turbulence beneath
And yet, in the the subtle cracks that stain the words, I hear the beat
Of the trestless sword still hissing with life within a sheath

Would you now uproot every weed of injustice, would you?
The fingers twitch, the eyes aflame, yes, the will is there
The youth, indeed, was an altered concept, yesterday, true!
The yesterdays are not gone, even today, they the old fire share!

Have you forgotten yourself in yesterday? a rueful little thought,
That betrayed, ever so gently, the tears against which you fought?

© The Rebel 06.11.2014


Please read: before you read this

I walk away
Legs don’t stay
The eyes look forward
The mind goes onward
The soul looks back
Inner door! a tiny crack
A ray of yearning
Kindness earning
A pinch of pain
Tears! an invisible rain
Stay! my hands go out
My soul shout out
Legs don’t stay
I walk away

© The Rebel 02.11.2014

Bloody Sleep

I lay my head upon your alabaster breast
My eyes I closed, my heart needed rest
The night came in as I closed my eyes
And blood spread across the endless skies

No hugs! The arms were made to kill
The lips! My blood, you drank your fill
It was the kiss, the sweet kiss of death
Betwixt your thighs, the strangulated breath

That was the orgasm of infernal love
Fornication in the heavens above
The lips above and the lips below
Both with the devil’s venom aglow

© The Rebel 01.11.2014